I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South Wales - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatement - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales was - and remains - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passion - and my life's work - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy Holly - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everything - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance only - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line' - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problem - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that Art - pictures and writing - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29] - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughters - and 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (23)
STEVIEUKWONDER
Always a pleasure to read your very clever and articulate work Mike! Steve :o)
Meisiekind
Once again a brilliant dance of words to create a masterpiece my friend! Excellent work Mike! Hugs, Carin :)
helanker
So sweet and thoughtful. You have the power of words my friend.
kansas
Sometimes words have double meanings. Thanks.
algra
Nice seed image, with well choosen letters for "SEEDS" (own design?). The words are too diffiult for me, but I understand it's something about the mysteries of seed and germination. Anyhow, they sound nice and that's another fascinting aspect of your poems.
se_400_Lux
the hoe-as-you-go approach works well with certain soils
furuta
Wonderful poem. It was easy to understand me. Thank you. Mike.
lil_t
The artwork is... most excellent! Your words are so expressive, passionate and to the point! Words that sing, beautifully... Great works, once again Mike! Thank You! :)
MrsRatbag
Wonderful poem, and your particular touch with the illustration is perfect -- lovely!
beachzz
Oh, isn't this just full of ideas and thoughts and dreams?? Plant a seed and see what grows, whether it's in the ground, in your mind or in your heart~~beautiful words and image, yet again!!!
NekhbetSun
Love the metaphors and I love this...excellent sweet cariad... H u g s
leanndra
Mike, Many times seeds germinate and break through to the light of day, (such as weeds do) when we might prefer they wait. The seeds of thought are so often like that as well. Although perhaps we might wish that those seeds of thought be out of season;the object, or subject of those thoughts steal inside your mind when you think you are immune to them. If the seed has not rooted too deeply it is possible to remove the seed and store it in stasis, so to speak for a time that is more convenient, (or safe), but if it is deeply rooted, denied of the nurtrients it needs to survive, it will cease to exist. The mind cannot be stilled nor compartmentalized even when we might wish for time to put things in proper perspective. Wild seeds, and indeed wild seeds of thought take root and grow, even against our will. The last two stanzas of your prose sum it up so well. Regard the beginning of the seed. Seeing the hope and acknowledging the doubts that exist as well. More importantly as the shoot springs forth, so indeed should we. ;) Lea
avalonfaayre
I didn't want to think today, but you made me. LOL~Thanks
tizjezzme
Another fantastic poem written by the one and only you. Classy writing and beautiful artwork to go with it.
auntietk
The nice thing about horticulture is that one always knows what plant will emerge from the seed. The nice thing about people is that one never knows what will emerge once the planted seed has sprouted and is in full bloom.
amota99517
Fabulous pros!!!!
hipps13
Hi MIke wonderful words a joy to read and reread it too just to listen to the flow sweet smile to you warm hug and love, Linda
tallpindo
Some fell on the rocks and whithered and some on the wayside and was eatten by birds. My ex-wife liked to go on and on about Frank Lloyd Wright's Wayside chapel. Her mother used to order roses sent from there. She chose first the new from the UK birth control pills and then after the miscarriage a diaphram and antispermicidal gel. Lippy's Loop? The surgeon is into endoscopy tubal ligation is a certain way. A sister wants the seed. She is older and insists. She complains about her husband withholding. She demands or the punishment of Onan will befall. I am looking through a pinhole scraped in a window painted over at citrus trees planted along the street below. The Sunkist Growers cooperative is proud of it's seedless navels.
RodolfoCiminelli
Excellent and beautiful integral work my friend, have a great creativity.....!!!!!
Wolfspirit
Thoughts, seeds equal thoughts/questions, planting the seeds equal action, belief in the thought/s as statement. What grows in the garden, if truth, is peace/is, if not, pain/should, all in the hands of the gardener who has no control over how often his/her seeds come or in what shape or form, only what becomes of them. As for me, I have a huge pile of worthless seeds in a worthless imaginary seed shed, that I can't recall where it is because every time I toss one into it, it disappears, following that action, I smile.
vlaaitje
all said above, wonderful words
A_Sunbeam
Great image - nice splash of colour and light!
amirapsp
A very lovely image.